Starter - How Is the Journey?

The journey to financial freedom has been both liberating and agonizing at the same time. More of difficult actually for a starter like me. Hahaha. I have been faced with so many situations wherein it is somewhat embarrassing, humbling, and sometimes mix with all emotions.

 

For several occasions, I come across with few acquaintances who would look down on the phone I used. Yes, one of the few experiences where I felt my face flushed in pink. Some would even suggest that I go buy a new phone. Others would flash their new phones and its features.

 

There are also times when I have to turn down some invites because basically I do not want to spend. Mind that those invites which I need to turn down are those which requires me to spend. Specially right now, that we are on a very tight budget. I wanted to but I have to think that I am going to ruin the allotted budget. And once it is ruin, it is very difficult to get back on track. Catching up is another process that I need to include in the daily routine and needs additional special attention.

 

I have to sacrifice a few things too. Like my favorite sansrival. Hahaha. Yes, the sweet tooth in me is enjoying this treat. But I have opted for more bananas and avocado since these are in season at this time.

 

Lately, I have been visiting a lot my meager closet possessions and I have noticed that I still have a few clothes I haven't worn since the time I bought them. Since I haven't bought anything new for me since 2014 with regards to blouses, pants, or dresses, these has given me a feeling of relief. Plus, it's a good thing that I am now able to wear some of my pre baby clothes. I still do not see in the very near future that I would go shopping for myself and splurging a little for myself. I still need to complete a few more goals for this year and we are about in the middle of third quarter. How time flies. Not yet, I am always reminding myself. Hey, I really do not mind wearing the same clothes over and over again as long as I am comfortable with it and looks decent to me.

 

And again, at the end of the day when I am left alone in my solitude, I am gratified with everything I have.  Not so much nor not so little. Just the basic I need on a daily basis. And I thank God for everything.